I can hear it now! I can hear / read some people going wild about the thought, "The devil was using porn to lure you into homosexuality!" I have no respect to offer that sort of arrogant idiocy! My opinion is that the spewer of such lies are in league not with God, but with evil and should repent and become true to God.
It wasn't Gay porn (or any kind of porn) that led me in this direction. I was already "in this direction" long before I ever set my eyes upon any kind of porn. For many years, I had been dreaming of having a boyfriend, getting married to a man, and had never had any desire for any girl / woman. Still, I had not come to terms that I was Gay. I was fighting against that idea because 1.) I was young and ignorant of relevant truths; 2.) I didn't have the courage to speak up and talk about it with anyone among my peers; and 3.) all the leaders who I trusted most had no kind comment to make about the matter, said that homosexuals were demon possessed and bound for hell, and had a penchant for ostracizing homosexuals and I didn't believe I deserved that.
The "porn" was not what intrigued me and drove me to visit this place. Instead, I was intrigued by the question, "You mean to tell me that I'm not the only one with this "problem?"
No comments:
Post a Comment